The impossible dream 8

Life is demanding you do the impossible. Maybe you’re more amazing than you give yourself credit for being. When pressure is on, you perform magic tricks.

Funny. Spent the entire weekend watching Daughter as a magician in the ice show and I guess is my turn to do magic. Am I more amazing than I give myself credit for? Frankly, I'd have to be. I don't give myself that much credit.

You know what? I think I did perform a little magic today.

I intend to find out my intention - 1

You may feel so funny about your true intentions that you keep them a secret, even from yourself. Admit what you really want and the people who can provide it magically appear on the scene.

Not only have I kept my true intentions a secret from myself ..... I am not telling! I've tried bribing me, threatening me, cajoling me, everything. But I am not spilling my secrets. Not even to myself.

I always thought an intention you was something you did, or meant to do. But I guess it's really more like a plan. My intention is to...

I intend to...

Nope. There's no getting it out of me. I am a vault.

Well, I know what I really want. I want someone to invest in the documentary so I can get to work on it. I'm scared to death and I know it will be a lot of hard work and I'm worried that Daughter won't pass her tests and even got rostered on the darn team and I can't get the website working like I want and I don't feel capable enough or smart enough or experienced enough but I WANTWANTWANTWANTWANTWANTWANT to do it.

So I guess I'm just waiting for someone to magically appear. (Though I have to admit that a production crew and a cool team have already magically appeared. Why am I doubting the money? Because I always doubt the money.)

Hopefully, whoever they are, they will be magically delicious!