It will be easier than ever to reclaim your balance as the Moon moves through stabilizing Capricorn today. Wearing blue will sharpen your mental agility when making a proposal or debating an important issue tonight.
Was I feeling more balanced today? I guess. Definitely feeling less panicky - though I have no logical reason to stop panicking. By all rights I should be freaking out. I've had no responses to the resumes I sent out, and the only response to the essays I sent out was rejection (and yet I managed to be thrilled - I'm like that obnoxious kid in the 3rd grade, just looking for ANY kind of attention).
I'm wearing blue jeans tonight, but haven't really done anything that requires mental agility, unless you count negotiating with Son to eat the carrots AND the fish sticks. It wasn't really negotiating as much as it was threatening, and I can do that in my sleep.
Thursday, June 19, 2008
I walk the line 3
Thursday, June 12, 2008
Whoa, Trigger! 10
An uncharacteristic jumpiness that goes beyond free-floating anxiety is hard to shake today. You feel like a trigger that's ready to fire at the slightest little provocation. But you will feel even worse if you do lose your temper.
I was so anxious and jumpy all day that I finally broke down and cleaned the refrigerator, vacuumed, then lifted weights in the basement. And I probably did yell at the kids, or get close to it. I hate this feeling - and there's no way to get rid of it but to burn it off.
I don't even know why I was anxious all day. But I couldn't work on anything. Tried printing out my resume and the printer didn't work. Finally got the printer working and started to staple the resume to the back of my headshot and realized the paper is too big and will have to be trimmed down. That's when I gave up and started attacking appliances.
Tomorrow I plan to call some of my Pisces friends and see if they were jumpy all day too. If it was all of us, well, that's a lot of car accidents just begging to happen.